15.58 on 9.27

Why does it feel like my world is crumbling? That I'm losing all my morals? I'm so blessed but why does God decide to screw me up and make everything another try on my conscience? Fine... I'm ready to give up... IS THAT WHAT YOU WANTED GOD?!?!?!?!? Oyg... sometime's I hate and love my world... Maybe it's time to just ride the tide instead of constantly fighting it... That's what I'll do... submit to my nature... I'm giving up... And I'm beyond caring what exactly my nature is... I'm going to go finish reading The Elephant Man by Bernard Pomerance, finish my eight geometry problems, write my novels Wood and Stone, Foremost Queen, and Heir to Hell. And than violin and choir for my parents... Ta ta for now... I'm making the final plunge before death... The one where I realize what is what....

16.10 on 9.26

WAY too stressed! Okay... so I had a Studio Orchestra audition today during lunch and I got to wait around for half the period to wait for Mr. Simon to get off the phone... and I watched seventh grade bass players fool around... Than I panicked... as I always do... than I couldn't eat at lunch... and Matt had to go help other people for the math test... THAN I HAD A GEOMETRY TEST! But turns out I got a 91 on that... good job me.

18.56 on 9.19

I am truely in heaven now... I have the sweetest guy on the face of the earth as my boyfriend. Who personally think is GENIUS! But I have also found out that my Mum is an english editing genius, my Dad is a math genius that does everything with FOIL and doesn't know how to do quadratic functions.... AND MY BROTHER is a genius... in high school, he made up formulas in his head that weren't from the book that worked 100% of the time FOR FUN! I really do come from a family of freaks! But hey, I got told that I had a nice butt, *looks at behind* cuz I thought that was the worst thing I owned.... TATA FOR NOW! OFF to go get one genius to help me with geometry homework.

16.03 on 9.14

I thank you from the bottom of my heart Matt! You are my anti-depressant! And also you got my creative juices flowing again! I thank you... AND I LOVE YOU

19.31 on 9.13

OH MY GOD! OH MY GOD! I'm in shock. And I think I'm the most luckiest girl in the world! I'm DATING A NICE GUY! Now Gage just doesn't know how to deal with guys.. no offense Gage but you treated me like crap! Well now karma is finally swinging in my direction after two dickheads, I have the sweetest guy in the world. I LOVE YOU MATT! I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU! I can't even begin to describe how it feels to be in love....

18.32 on 9.10

Someone PLEASE murder me! SO MUCH HOMEWORK! I'm gonna get murdered for just being on this but who cares! I still have to draw a guy for Yannetta, erk. I still have to do a french sheet which no way in hell am i going to remember how to do. GEOMETRY! OMG! OOPS! Though Dennis and Ariella say its easy! Let's hope to god it is.... I think that's all... let's hope harder! Then I've got to take a shower and play my violin. Oh, and did I mention I'm screwed for both geometry AND orchestra. The whole orchestra piece, excluding 20 measures is in THIRD POSITION! Oh, and I don't know why I'm in geometry, I'm clueless to what we are doing right now! HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!

17.05 on 9.6

REVISIONS ON FIRST DAY! Mr. Sharp does sound really cool, or at least his sheet does, we really didn't talk to him today. Mme Jobbins does always rock your socks before they're even on. Lorio is warming... I think, at least from polar ice cap. Mrs. Magee still probably has my favorite subject... but I'M LOSING STUFF ALREADY! Lunch was boring, no offense guys... but baaaaaaad table... I'll get there faster tomorrow. Mrs Yannetta is AWSOME, lots of work I can get over... uhoh I'M STARTING TO LIKE IT! SOMEONE KNOCK SOME SENSE INTO ME! Mr. Homa at least let me go to my locker... and I think my cousin has him... so that makes him better... I AM NOT AFRAID OF MR HOMA! But I am horrified by geometry! Social Studies was a little lowkey today... I mean? Bingo and Ms Bowser didn't even play... And she's constantly mixing stuff up... until we start teaching I might be a little afraid, though she recognized me as the European expert! Ms Tkach is awsome as ever... but the curriculm might make it boring... SHE LISTENS TO MY SIDE COMMENTS! Bye bye for now... gotta finish my quotes for Yannetta then my violin then girl scouts!

15.19 on 9.5

OMG!!!! SOOO first day of school! My sister is with us this year... I'm sitting with Melissa on the bus.... And I'm afraid of half my teachers.... YIPEE.... And I'm also betraying myself... arg! Weeeeeeell yea... loved the homeroom.... Sharp scared me by opening with talking about Honors, in HIGH SCHOOL! I know that's where we go next! Jobbins rox as always... Lorio scares me with his task thingies.... Magee HAS AWSOME SUBJECTS TO COVER! Ariella and I should be dancing! EARTH SCIENCE! With the oceans thrown in! Yannetta scares me but in a happy way. She's way like Ms. Austin but WITH SO MUCH MORE WORK! Homa also scares me..... I am very afraid! BOWSER ROX! I LOVE WORLD CIVILIZATION! Especially the medieval part! And my mum knows Ms. Tkach! off to find a quote for ms yannetta

10.16 on 9.2

Yea well guess WHAT?!?!?! I switched my Blogger language to FRANCAIS!

15.33 on 9.2.07

I should really be practicing my violin... But I'm retaliating! I reinstalled AIM 6.1 after my mum made me take it off. I feel so bleck, and tired, today. Can someone help me get my blog better looking? And I'll give you a big hug --> if you help!