A teenage girl's struggle through the summer of '07 and beyond...

Monday, February 25, 2008

16.05 on 2.25

I got in my honors applications... nothing really to say

Friday, February 22, 2008

Monday, February 18, 2008

18.33 on 2.18

While the rest of you were at Camille's party thing... I was in South Jersey at a viewing, and then today went to a funeral... just joyous!

I haven't been sleeping well since I don't know when, I've had nightmares every night... they're getting pretty intense... in everyone I fail and die... I'll explain more if you ask...

I feel like I'm betraying ---- and -- well not really --, he doesn't even know me... GOD I HATE GUYS! Well I like them... but they're waaay complicated....

Help?????

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

13.38 on 2.13


At a lose for words I sit here all alone...

Monday, February 11, 2008

17.04 on 2.11

Wasn't in school today... was sick and couldn't breathe... watched Les Miserables and slept for four hours...

Saturday, February 9, 2008

19.32 on 2.9

Has ANYONE been able to see my font against the darkness? well good news for you, I made it lighter as you can probably see...
Surprise surprise I'm finally sick, same time as last year too...
We did a girl scout thing today to make valentine's day stuff for our silver award project...
Cleaned my room, had chinese food, nothing really to talk about...

I BEAT TWENTY LEVELS OF VORTEX ON MY iPOD!

Wednesday, February 6, 2008

15.25 on 2.6

Hello... today lent is supposed to start I think... how could my life be revolving so fast? The thing that I'm giving up is complaining....I complain too much... so starting tomorrow it's being cut out, and if I do, just tell me I am... I was gonna say to stop lying to myself and those around me... but that would destroy everything I've worked so hard to create... I need to go do whatever homework I have... then I seriously need to figure out how to start my autobiography and get it done if I'm planning on actually getting something published... *squeal*!

Tuesday, February 5, 2008

17.29 on 2.5


Sleepy...
homework, though it doesnt seem like a lot... it is... tried out for the talent show... went to studio orchestra and recorded...


my life is being mixed in a blender... my supports are spinning out from beneath me.

Sunday, February 3, 2008

15.02 on 2.3

Last night was stressful... I slept over ariella's because of a crisis... we talked a lot... but i got it off my chest and suddenly the world feels emptier... i dont know why...

somethings happening in my life... and the undercurrents are too complex... i no longer know whats happening here...