18.56 on 12.19

It might be a small problem that I want to sink into the ground and die...


But on another note, I had irish dancing today, we went to see the christmas carol... feng sat in the front of the bus like a dork and we texted all the way there... I hung out with him before the show... than when we were filing in to the seats i was the last seat in the row and he was the next row... and stupid people wouldn't move *GRRRRRRRR* *whistles* murder wasnt on my midn *innocent look* we hung out at intermission and I begged for them to trade spots... I hate the world... On the way home he switched seats to the empty ones infront of me and we held hands practically the whole way home through the crack between the chairs... we could have KISSED... but I'm a wuss! *oyg*

I need to do the Troubadour Poem and a Weapon Article tonight... ugh....

I don't even want to think of how much stuff I need to do starting the weekend and running to January 3, 2008!!!!! Happy Winter Solstice, Merry Christmas, Happy Kwanza, Happy New Year and a belated Happy Chanukah.

15.45 on 12.17

So much happened this weekend... The play, Carla's party, Ariella's sleepover, hanging out at Ariella's with her cellphone, Ariella's party and the play again! It was an insane weekend... but soooo fun.... I was kinda mad how it turned out cuz I didnt get to talk to him that much or spend that much time with him... but it was better than most weekends.
This week is gonna be busy seeing as its the last week before Winter Break! Tomorrow I have a concert and get to wear all black to school... Wednesday we're going to the Christmas Carol so I have to dress up again... no clue what I'm wearing... Thursday I get to wear my plaid pleated mini and pass out all my holiday presents! :D Then Friday is the Holiday Concert... I won't be in classes all day... might as well wear all black again! :( Can't wait 'til Christmas... I get to be three different kinds of elves ALL AT ONCE :D I'll talk more later... got a ton of homework... I swear I'll do my gang interpretation during break. Ciao.

14.50 on 12.13

I should talk about being sick... and watching the Nativity movie... and than today watching the Notebook and crying my eyes out... but I don't feel like it... I dont feel like anything other than hugging my knees and crying more... but the tears won't come anymore... So I'll get up, go try to suffer through some homework, my payment for missing school, eat some soft pretzel and watch some Avatar... Life has become almost pointless to me again.

17.20 on 12.11

Hi everyone... got home from Studio... haven't even started my homework. I'm trying to convince my parents to take me to the Choral concert today... but I have no clue if we'll have time... Tomorrow is the REALLY busy day with everything.
I shall do my gang thing at a later date... I'm sorry... no time... I seriously need to start doing my homework now... soooo much... im drowning in it

14.57 on 12.9

Hi all... everything was a blast the last few days and there's just too much to write about... only three minutes to type now...

Medieval Times was amazing though I've gone three other times... Went in the dungeon which was amazing and I'm trying to remember everything to do my Write What Matters Project on it. I held Feng's hand almost the whole time *shudders happily* I'm soooooo pathetic... We were in Red and Yellow... at the top row... BOW DOWN MINIONS!!!!

The Charity Dance was AWSOME! Though the sad thing was that Feng wasn't there *tear tear* that would have been SICK! I did the Cottin Eye Joe in four and a quater inch heels... I hung with Sara, Sam, Ariella, Dee, Rose, Emma, Stephie, Kelly, Aishwarya, and Sapna mainly... Oh, and Mrs. Yannetta, I know I'm a dork, but she is way past cool. But I found out I have no life and do absolutly nothing for fun... which is really sad.

Mrs. Yannetta took my suggestion and I am now the loose cannon/wild card/challenger! WAHOO! I'll explain later I'm going into over time....

Today there is sooo much to do! I won't go into the list because I won't even finish it

18.53 on 12.5

It's my brother's birthday... he is now 24...
I started irish dancing today and my feet really hurt and im the oldest, tallest, and biggest feet in my class, which of course is beginners. My feet kind of ache and if i do any of the moves i learned they spaz... Ugh... BUT I LUV IT!
I'm pathetic, melted chocolate is getting everywhere! And that is a metaphor, not in real life, you can ask me personally what it means, it's to embarrasing to say here for everyone to see.
Mrs. Yannetta is still awsome and my name is officially Alzena Zigana Jaegar, my nickname is Vengeance though some still call my Hunter. It's awsome, I can't wait until we create the gangs!!!!