Dear everyone,
Okay I'm sorry... get it? I'm sorry. I never know anything. I'm sorry because I just can't do it anymore... I need help, but I doubt anyone will be willing to give it. If I have been acting out, lashing out, hurting your feelings, or ANYTHING else... just yell at me... my only excuse is that I'm having a lot of turmoil in my life and I'm trying to find my place again... but I guess that is no excuse. I don't see why I try... Whatever I say I just end up hurting someone else... You should all be happy that you haven't lost me yet, but why should you care? I just wonder how many more shields can be ripped off. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm trying to figure out if I should be who I really am, which would make you all turn away... or to continue wearing this mask which makes you able to deal with me. I'm just too confused... but that is no excuse. Make your judgement over me, because I'm tired of hanging in the balance.
Consider talking to me... but only if you want to... you may not want to... you may not ever want to again.....
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hey, i told you deffinition of best friend....we are staying right here while you figure it all out...you aren't going to scare us away...no matter what you do, we care about you....and if feel like giving up, talk to us...and remember all the good times....because they are there when you look for them....
yeah, i'm sorry for being all cold. It just...it just hurt me a lot. I know it's bad and i really should give you the freedom to do whatever you want. It just hit me like a super-stuffed truck coming out of the middle of nowhere.
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