A teenage girl's struggle through the summer of '07 and beyond...

Sunday, February 3, 2008

15.02 on 2.3

Last night was stressful... I slept over ariella's because of a crisis... we talked a lot... but i got it off my chest and suddenly the world feels emptier... i dont know why...

somethings happening in my life... and the undercurrents are too complex... i no longer know whats happening here...

6 comments:

Karen said...

*sigh* Amber... you seem to be so happy normally... i mean, crisis, yelling, pain... not very easy, is it?

Sara said...

what happened?

Rhiana said...

lots ill explain later

Sara said...

fine

Ariella said...

she did talk a lot...but i listened

Rhiana said...

mainly matt asked ariella if she wanted to be on the list of girls he shouldnt ask out... big freak out there... so i came over... held two conversations with him at the same time by "two different"people. 2nd i finally free a lot of stuff that i was holding in and tired of holding in...
europe changed me... sadly to say... the masks were ripped off... and its painful to see people you thought knew you cock their eyebrow and think 'who is this person?'