I’m tired of people always going, “Life is gonna be tough, toughen up.” Just when I was trying to come out of the shell I’ve been in for over 6 years… I’m tired of people always going, “Understand Ava, she’s only doing it for attention.” She needs to start to take responsibility, and I’ve tried to understand her for 13 years, it’s time she tries to understand ME for a change… All I am is a stereotype that she tosses around… “You’re not a younger sibling, how could you understand?” GET IT THROUGH YOUR THICK SKULLS PEOPLE (no offense, sorry, I just needed to get that out of my system) I am an oldest sibling, a middle child, and the youngest! I have a brother that is 10 years older than me, that beats me up, that helps me with guys, I know the works… but he’s not always home… then I’m the oldest, I try to help and guide Ava, I try to be someone she can look up to, then I’m the youngest… she treats me like crap, none of you even SEE how she treats me because she wants you to be her friend… She claps in my face, she embarrasses me so that she can look better, she acts like I could never understand what she’s going through when usually I’ve been through much worse, and she puts me down… Its really frustrating… I keep on feeling that I’m in a different boat… No one sees it my way… I’m floating alone in a desolate ocean, and a storm is brewing on the horizon…
Monday, April 14, 2008
21.30 on 4.14
I’m tired of people always going, “Life is gonna be tough, toughen up.” Just when I was trying to come out of the shell I’ve been in for over 6 years… I’m tired of people always going, “Understand Ava, she’s only doing it for attention.” She needs to start to take responsibility, and I’ve tried to understand her for 13 years, it’s time she tries to understand ME for a change… All I am is a stereotype that she tosses around… “You’re not a younger sibling, how could you understand?” GET IT THROUGH YOUR THICK SKULLS PEOPLE (no offense, sorry, I just needed to get that out of my system) I am an oldest sibling, a middle child, and the youngest! I have a brother that is 10 years older than me, that beats me up, that helps me with guys, I know the works… but he’s not always home… then I’m the oldest, I try to help and guide Ava, I try to be someone she can look up to, then I’m the youngest… she treats me like crap, none of you even SEE how she treats me because she wants you to be her friend… She claps in my face, she embarrasses me so that she can look better, she acts like I could never understand what she’s going through when usually I’ve been through much worse, and she puts me down… Its really frustrating… I keep on feeling that I’m in a different boat… No one sees it my way… I’m floating alone in a desolate ocean, and a storm is brewing on the horizon…
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