LADIES AND GENTLEMEN!!!! Ok! I get it... we either need to be completely SILENT or express every view that we have... I never knew I was so contraversial... We ARE ONLY HUMAN!!!! Maybe I should have stayed the silent observer yet again... I DO NOT... and AM NOT GOING BACK TO BEING A WALL FIXTURE! That's how I survived since elementary school... it was different in Europe... It's not possible for me to go back now...
AND JUST SO YOU KNOW! I'M SORRY IF I HUNG WITH MY P2P FRIENDS MORE THAN YOU! I TRIED TO GET YOU GUYS TO MESH! I guess you can't always get a perfect match... they might know more of my soul... And I'm sorry about that... We need to have a sleep over... And we aren't sleeping... we are spilling our souls onto a table... And no snide comments
And I'm sorry that I cant seem to get over Feng... I'm working my butt off trying too... It took me how long to get over Gage? It took Sam how long to get over Corey? It takes any of us HOW LONG TO GET OVER A GUY WE THOUGHT WE WERE IN LOVE WITH?!?!? I KNOW I still love him... Allow me this one painful indulgence... I'm ripping myself away from him to wait... This is the third and last time... I can't force myself to hate him... Give me time... I'll try... And the only thing keeping me alive is "I will survive" that song... I'll keep on fighting till I know that it is done... You've gotta let me get over these obstacles... If I don't I'll regret it for the rest of my life because it will be unfinished buisness...
3 comments:
1. i expected you to spend more time with your p2p friends; i mean you haven't seen them sinc november.
2. And am i over starshine yet?
3. need explanation on first part
the first part is jus old dredged up memories of how being a wall fixture and witnessing everything but never telling anyone about it almost killed me... in europe i talked about everything the first time and found out that was what i was supposed to do... not shut myself up
i'm over starshine =]
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