A teenage girl's struggle through the summer of '07 and beyond...

Sunday, January 27, 2008

14.31 on 1.27


You know... this sucks... who would ever guess that it would hurt this bad... I HATE GOING THROUGH THIS! No one is noticing... anything... and the odd thing is... I don't think I'll be able to survive this seige of my defenses... This is bad... In third grade I could bounce back, I'm not resilient anymore

6 comments:

Ariella said...

amber...how am i supposed to help you through all these situations if you don't tell us about it

Rhiana said...

cuz its okay to talk to you people when you're not involved in the situation... but as soon as i bring up my emotions, or how i interact with the group all it is is throwing up walls so that we're protecting ourselves
none of us listen to ourselves anymore...
i dont feel like telling you guys cuz i dont want to be put down or yelled at for it... and that goes for everyone...

Karen said...

aww amber... i have NO idea what you're talking about, this *mysterious situation* stuff, but feel better. Get through it. You can. You will. You... eh... *anticlimatic*

Emma said...

You are always so depressed....you need to be happy. Well, I really shouldn't be saying that because I have been sad ever since Friday but still....you need to find something happy. I mean, today in school you seemed really happy so I don't get it. But trust me, I know how you feel probably.

Rhiana said...

thats the mask that everyone sees... i distract myself so that you peoples see only the mask

Sara said...

yea, well masks aren't good, they are bad for your health, trust me