My stupid new year's resolution was going to be to stand up for myself and let no one walk all over me... trust me... i say this with tears slipping down my cheeks... it didn't work...
I hate me, I hate the way I let some friends order me around, I hate how I let some of my friends think I have a thick shield so that allows them to insult me and push me around, I hate how everything was going so well and now everything is stabbing me in the back, I hate how I'm falling out of sync with my world, I hate how I let anyone take advantage of me, I hate how I'm finally breaking down hidden within my walls so that no one else can see my tears and try to wipe them away.
I'm never going to learn, so I don't see why you're even bothering to try and teach me anything.
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remember that I can't communicate right... so don't take any offense, if anything I'm yelling at myself
amber....i mean...your my best friend...it's practically in our job description to tease you..but i never mean to hurt you...I"M SORRY
its k... i forgive you... and its not specifically you... its mainly everything just piling up and im probably just more sensitive... and im probably saying it all wrong yet again :)
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